A lost feeling

I feel as if a feeling has been
taken away from me,
locked up in a cage somewhere
without my knowledge
hidden somewhere
in the dungeons of despair,
I do not know what is that feeling
because I do not think I have ever known it,
And now I do not think I will ever know,
since it has been taken
and hidden from me,
But I feel it
the lack of this particular feeling,
I look in the mirror and I wonder
If he also feels the absence
of this feeling,
Or if it is him,
who has taken it away from me.