Living in a dying forest

I walk bewildered into a dying forest, Asking questions never to be answered, I rest myself down on the ground the green is not but ashes now, I just weep, Tears fall down my face till my heart relinquishes a roar of anguish, and then I cry even more, For there is nothing else to…

They see me

They see me, they always see me, with or without eyes, they see me, and when they do, they see right through me. I wish to escape, and hide away, in a secluded corner, where they will not be, but they gaze follows me, to the depths of hell and the heights of heaven. A…

Demons

How far will you run? Till you realize, The demons live inside yourself.

Ni Plus, Ni Plus !

Torrid eyes see yonder, Come passion of rest, Wicked reasons let me be, Enough done, Ni plus! Ni plus! Doldrums of violent anger, What nonsense it speaks, Bon Dieu! Bon Dieu! Give meaning to peace. Treason, not hither not thither, Divine trust credits deceit, Silence thy killing daggers, My ale is going weak. Lament thy…

The undying wait

I have waited a year more than a million now, for the day when I would see you again, It seems to me sometimes that day might never come, But I still stay here by my window in hope I wait, And sometimes I think if it is you that I wait for, Or if…

A lost feeling

I feel as if a feeling has been taken away from me, locked up in a cage somewhere without my knowledge hidden somewhere in the dungeons of despair, I do not know what is that feeling because I do not think I have ever known it, And now I do not think I will ever…

A toxic essence of me

How long will you continue to be? A toxic essence of me, condemning me to a fate, that neither of us would have wanted for me. Leave me be, you who live inside of me, let me ponder in peace, for tomorrow, may not be a tomorrow that I want it to be.

Fighting your own shadow

You can see, so can I, You can feel, so can I, You can sing, I can croak too, You can fly, I can try, You can talk, so can I, You can listen, so can I, You can understand, so can I, You can regret, so can I, You can hide, so can I,…

The crimes I have committed

To the crimes that should never have been, I have done and forgotten, And taken responsibility for none, But they were mine to commit and I have done so, And yours to neglect you have done so, Now you show them to me as if I do not know, It is a bit too late…

The Book

Reading through the book, that says it knows all, I am finding it hard to understand, why does it claims to know it all, about everything that is entirely wrong?

Inside my box

In the box, I find silence and peace, From the holes inside, I peep through, The world outside, and I feel content, in my box. They ask me to come, to come out and play, To help them build and destroy, Or whatever fancies their dismay, They ask me to break the walls, and see…

The sea of complex miseries

And in the depths of a dying sea, I come across a grotesque being, wise in a sense forgotten, horrible wonderment it proclaimed to be, I ask it in silence, extremely cautiously, and it replies back to me, bewildering my perceived sanity, as I look at it swimming away, I realize, not all is as…

A truthful traitor

for as long as I can remember, I have followed, not blindly, but with clear conscience, at every stage, and at every interval of my life, yet my conscience changed, with each step I took, lest reason hearkened me, to stay as I must. No fear of being considered a traitor, for such fear is…

Outside the abyss of your own mind

I wonder how hard it is, to recognize your own shadow, If it grows too big, to cover the world, You live in it without knowing you do, always doubting, swollen with regrets, Wonder if you would ever realize, There is an entirely new world, left to explore, outside the abyss, of your own mind.

A place to call home

The world that flies on its own, without the wings, of ancient shrines, The world that caters its own, and feed not the militia, of a madman, The world that seeks to understand, and deny none the lore, is the place I call home, But for fame and fortune, can help me find not, and…

The feel of my feel

I have waited, the eternity of time, to feel how I now feel, and now that I have, found myself, In the midst of such a feeling, I begin to wonder, if sharing would diminish, its grip on me.

Till the end consumes it all

I had a feeling, this was going to happen, at some point, a moment of fate’s choosing, when you would come up to me, and ask me to be, someone you have always wanted me to be, but I also had a feeling, that I would resist, any notion of being myself, a self that…

Ambiguous God

Follow me, to a place, unknown, to do a thing, never before known, do not ask me what, and do not ask me how, my godliness lies, in the ambiguity of it all.

I do not know

I do not know, whether to care or not to, about you, or about me, or about the world we live in, I do not know, because, well ….. I do not know, If I care enough, to know why is it that I do not know.

Cowards who fight

And so I see them killing and hunting, Crying for blood of those they know not of, And I see them howling and growling, Spitting on the fates of those they care not of, Vicious eyes and ferocious heart they carry, No reason they have to slaughter so many, I see them coming from the…