A feeling of disconnection

There is a feeling of disconnection with the rest of the world that I have become accustomed to, but I cannot still feel completely out of this world, inferior or superior. I still find myself caring for it and the inhabitants of it. How strange a feeling is that to experience yet we know it…

pen and paper

I think so I have to give up with this pen and paper malarkey and go with the time when it comes to atleast writing blog posts. I am more comfortable writing it down on my notepad and i actually enjoy doing it and end up writing more but I do not think so it…

Vibrating trains

I have been traveling to London for past few weeks for my management training for a retail company, I wouldnt say which one – although that has finished now but since things have been busy never had the chance to post anything, my apologies. It usually takes me around an hour or so to get…

Destiny Update

Okay, I have been playing destiny for a while now and I can safely say it is still a pretty kick ass game. The only problem is it can get a tab bit addictive, but thats what all good games do to you. I have at times found it a little bit hard and frustrating…

expectation

Sometimes you think you know something but it doesnt turn out to match your expectation, than you learn to adapt to its actual self but give it a while and it starts acting as you had originally expected. Confusion, disarray, thoughts crumble, what do you do? Do you rejoice that is what you first thought…

Something in the nothingness

Once I looked deep into his eyes. Blood shot, from days of pondering over nothing, till nothingness grew into something. Something that soon turned out to be nothing. I looked deep into those voids of despair and I found something, even though there was the assumption of nothingness behind them. He cried for help to…

Remembrance Day

I do not know why but for some reason this year remembrance day reminded me of this song by bryan adams. I have to say I do kind of like this song. just a random thing I guess, i am having a lot of randomness floating around my head today.

War

I have never like war and I do not like people who participate in it but I cannot support the idea where it becomes necessary. Just a random thought that occurred to just now. I have a complicated relationship with the whole concept, I do not like soldiers but I do not hate them as…

Human Universe

I don’t know if any of you have watched this series of documentaries on BBC but it is surely not one to miss. Professor Brian Cox – who I think is a brilliant guy – walks us through the Human Universe. Everything he explains is very clear and precise and you can get more scope…

Happiness

You can only be happy as much you wish to be, not more and not less. thought of the day

Empty Spaces

Ever since I was born, I have been staring into these empty spaces. With eyes I see images, colours and shapes but with my mind all I see is emptiness. Is it what is inside of me that reflects so blankly before me? Or is it what my inside desires, absence of which shows me…

Uneasiness

There seems to an uneasiness, an uncomfortable air around the country these days. I cant really say what it is, or maybe I do not want to say just like so many other who know whether on the right side of it or wrong, they know but they dont want to say it. People are…

Familiar Differences

There are times when you sit down and think the most oddest and weirdest of thoughts. Just by yourself, sitting, gazing in the distance, you and your thoughts. Thoughts like, when I am doing nothing someone is probably doing something very significant and when I am doing something significant someone else is probably doing nothing….

unlocking sim cards

I have never bothered unlocking a phone after when my contract usually end because I have never changed my service provider. But recently my wife lost her phone and while we are waiting for the insurance claim to come through, we had to get her a phone. So I dug up my old I dont…

Me and my wife

It hasn’t really been the best of days for me but I am lucky that I have someone to be comforted by in such days. There is something to be said about relationships we create and the importance of it that just can’t be put into words no matter how much you try, but we…

frustrations of an atheist

For an atheist I do write a lot about God. It is not the case all the time, but I do find a lot of complaints towards a god like figure. Maybe it is because I have gone through all the fazes to become an atheist, from a religiously curious person, to rigorously religious person,…

Predator and its Prey

The silent nature of a dying predator is settling into the composites of its watchful prey. For years on it has longed for such a moment, but such a moment when it comes is not easy to behold. For the phantoms of the forgotten past, feeling through the presence of a mind, surrenders to the…

Ungodly fight for survival !

The apocalyptic nature of human reality dictates that its existence is in parallel to the development of its intellect. By the rate of its determination the end is surely nigh for those who choose to cling to a hope that was never meant to sustain the intellect. God in his creation was a manifestation of…