Contradictory Existence

I am not as you think of me to be And I am not as you may know me to be I am not even as I think or know myself to be I am what my conscience stops me to be.

A sigh of relief !

Slowly as the world completes a full circle, I let myself breath again.

Ni Plus, Ni Plus !

Torrid eyes see yonder, Come passion of rest, Wicked reasons let me be, Enough done, Ni plus! Ni plus! Doldrums of violent anger, What nonsense it speaks, Bon Dieu! Bon Dieu! Give meaning to peace. Treason, not hither not thither, Divine trust credits deceit, Silence thy killing daggers, My ale is going weak. Lament thy…

Always move forward

They say there is a tomorrow, one that we have not yet experienced, and tomorrow will be another, something more to discover, move forward they say, always move forward, there is no looking back. I am now in the tomorrow of yester years, looking at the tomorrow beyond, moving forward as they say, never looking…

Thought of the Day – Insignificant Us

Historically we have looked at the stars to get directions and so have derived a significance to the stars above. Yet the same stars make us feel insignificant as we look at them and understand their existence.

I refuse to hope

They tell me there is a light at the end of the tunnel I fail to see it but I agree in kind Maybe they need to see it to hope for better But for all that its worth I rather create my own light or darkness I refuse to put my chances on hope.

A new existence

It is all falling apart bit by bit, crumbling into an unknown dimension morphing to be the new norm, Is it for better or for worse? we do not know But it will be different for sure we can all feel it A new existence is taking shape All we have to do now is…

There is no place for common sense.

There it is sitting by the riverside, the moon glimmering on its face like the sparkling glimpse of a distant world, Just sitting there casually, not seeming lost even though I feel it is, Staring into the slow flowing water with a wry smile on its face and feet dangling in the cool water playfully…

Wondering

I wonder if there is anything left in me to wonder, Apart from wondering about the wonderings of my mentally unstable psychosis, I guess I should wonder more, Or perhaps not, either way what is the point, I am as I am, Maybe I need to learn to leave myself alone at times, And so…

Like I give a damn

Originally posted on The World of Momus:
Riding high, with my favourite lie, I don’t know why, I wouldn’t feel, like the world is mine. Setting sight, on the rocky shores, Battering sea, soaking salt in wounds, like I give a damn. Falsity of my, forgotten believes, shrugging misconceptions, of my own damnation, I have…

Into the abyss of ignorance

Originally posted on The World of Momus:
Blindly strolling, on the pavement of despair, never knowing to smile, or stumbling upon a reason to do so, what life is this we lead, trying to find something, that needs not to be found, but to be experienced all around, on we go still, into the abyss…

Old Man’s Note

Originally posted on The World of Momus:
The wind is blowing furiously tonight, shaking every inch of the forest, knocking my little home with the will to break it; it usually does this time of the year. When I was young my mother used to tell me that angels come to sleep in this part…

To the depths of Hell

Originally posted on The World of Momus:
To the depths of hell I travel, Wondering if there is a way out from down below, To a new world where there is no heaven To hold me accountable for my crimes. To the depth I climb down, Caring not for the crown that I have build…

Thought of the day

Variations of mental awareness within oneself limits their ability to deliver a truer prognosis of emotional confession – the one who delivers never has full control over their limitations and the one who receives does not understand the limitations of the deliverer. As the one who delivers struggles unknowingly in this process so does the…

The Book

Reading through the book, that says it knows all, I am finding it hard to understand, why does it claims to know it all, about everything that is entirely wrong?

Support Polish Women

Absolutely appalled by the fact that women in Poland in this day and age still have to protest and fight to keep abortion legal. It should not be up to the government to make laws that are heavily influenced by religion and not by common sense. State and religion should always be separate, otherwise you…